.♥ Simply Sweet ♥.

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2010-02-18T22:21:00.001+08:00

Random... XD New Template!! But lazy to blog...LOL

2009-06-01T20:14:00.002+08:00

My Day Of 30th May '09

Today, as usual, I was working At carrefour Subang. Rexona stuff stuff once again..

Yesterday the crowd was so disappointing which made me and my colleague so sleepy and bored.

Unfortunately yesterday's syndrome brought forward til today. Looking at the crowd pass by, I stonned and still stood there doing nothing. Not that I don't want to promote my item but let me explain myself.

1st > My job is to educate consumers about Rexona Anti-prespirant deodorant.
2nd > To do demo to convince non-user to use them & current user to stick to this brand.
3rd > Give out free tester.
( Pls be informed that it's not a sample to tRY, It's a piece of paper just like litmus paper to test d effects before and after using Rexona)

No sales needed and no incentives, Rm 80 for 8 hours/day.

Sounds good, fair and easy?
NOPE!

It's not at all, you know why???

1st > We can't do demo because it'll take up a lot of time, where customer in carrefour are IN carrefour because they want to do groceries shopping. So in short, their TIME is PRECIOUS.. Many of the few customers will have the time to stop and listen and wait til we finish our demo. How many will even listen?? Because the are all rushing away to buy things which are important for them~!
How stupid is UNILEVER =.="

Don't they ever go for groceries shopping to know these facts???

2nd > We can't give them the tester just like dat because many of them don't use rexona or to make things worst.. they DON'T even use DEO..!! I DON'T! & the point of giving tester is?? Fun? too much paper to spare and don't know where to throw? no right??!!
A Quart will just walk away without looking at u;
A Quart will listen , nod and then Walk away ( Which U duno if they are even listening. )
D rest will either listen and then give u back d paper or buy our product.
(Since we have promotion now 2 for rm 7.99 rm 9.35 )

3rd > All of the above =.=" O...O... we have TWO shelf..~~ Yes, we have 2 person, but 2 SHELF??? Sigh..

So we just gave 2-4 piece of those tester to EACH customer we see / give. Until......

Girl A : Hi. I'm back!! =)
Girl B : Know what? I've given out ALL the testers.
Girl A : *Stare blankly* Looks at shelf * Look at Girl B * HOW?!
Girl B : Oh, every customer I see, I gave them 4 XD *wink*
Girl A : But We have alot more earlier... *still in shock*
Girl B : Yea, I thought so too... until i realize I gave out everything. Dont we have more stock?
Girl A : Yes we do...but.....
Girl B : But?? Go get it???
Girl A : It's in Person A's car..
Girl B : Go find Person A Then.. easy!!
Girl A : Person A goes home at 6 SHARP O__O *both looks at watch* <> 6.30 <>
Girl B : TMR?
Girl A :... er........ Sunday is P.A's off day... *oppsie*
Girl B : Let's go shopp around carrefour to pass time ^^
Girl A : . . . . . . . .

Uh-huh...there you go... We ran out of testers at 6.... So we decided to do the stupidest thing ever. PUSH SALES!! Where... we don't even earn a single cent or incentive for hitting sales target X__X *IMAO*

Tmr is SUNDAY.... I really... ran out of ideas.... It's hard to give dat stupid tester out... but without it... we have NO JOB!

No job = No "SHOW" when Boss/ CLient Come = Screwed = NO PAY

O___O

Ok ok... maybe a lil exagaration.. Hmmm....
But you get what I mean.. DoomeDD!!

Man O__O

Below is a video from God knows what country of the "tester" ( Which is dat yellow paper in the vid)

WHICH I was suppose to give to customer.

Are you up for the Rexona Dry and FRESH Challenge?

Stay tune..

So?

Til then,
Misakie

Joke again?

2009-05-31T01:26:00.002+08:00

Poor Salesman

Girl : Why is it that ur raisins are so expensive??
Boy : It is not expensive la..
Girl : Look!! why is this MUCH cheaper? It looks like urs too!
Boy : No la.. Different.. Mine is 300 g... this is only 190 g..
Girl : Owh.... What about that other 1... d 1 in red.. Its WAY WAY WAY cheaper than ur raisins my darling..
Boy : Because.....
........... BECAUSE MINE IS JUMBO SIZE!!
Girl : ... . . . .. . .. . . . . .

Maybe you're not thinking dirty... or maybe you are not.. but whatever it is...

His selling point fails =.="

Comments? XD

Cute guy?

2009-05-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

So bored!! 1 more week till my semester break ends...!! NOOO~~~!!!!!!!!!!

Working @ Carrefour subang last weekend and this coming weekend... so anyone who bumps into someone who looks like me there...

IT'S ME ALRIGHT! =P

Come say hi~~!! coz I'm bored!!!!

Oh well, when I was working during the weekends.. This funny thing happened..

Shhh... everyone was talking bout a cute guy!!

(Everyone as in the promoters = Us who are working there..)

So...this was what happened...>>

*walking towards staff toilet.. Checking out "Leng Lui" & "Cute Guyz"

Unfortunately, I found NONE!! *sad*

So.. just headed straight to where I wanted to.. DUH!!

So, the rule is, everytime before U enter the toilet or elave the building,
You must go through this procedure call > Body Check <

Sounds cool, but it ain't cool!

You have to wait for those useless security guards to finish with their crappy slow working attitude before they start MERABA-ING you everywhere...

ISH!! Disgusting!!

Again, back to the topic, I was standing there waiting to be the "LUCKY" one to be checked so i can clear my blader off!

Gosh! I was standing there 15 mins ago and im still there... Where's JUSTICE?

All i need is -A- Toilet Bowl!!

*standing there* Waiting.. Waiting.. *

*Start Looking around at people around you, walls, every staff that passes by and etc *

A guy came into the scene, My eyes went straight on him..

The picture came from the corner of my eye and I "find" that he's quite GOOD LOOKING,
So I turn around to have a better view..

As he was Walking up the stairs to the staff Washroom,
He Looked at me n said : : HI : :

At that spurt of moment I replied : HEY : As a Gesture..

I was in Shock and.... I don't know how to decribe it =O

Common gurls.. A cute dude just said " HI " To you but you don't know each other before hand...

What/ How will you feel? You tell me yourself..
Then it hit my head...

There's another gurl standing right in front of me..

Is he saying hi to me?? HMMMMM.......

I assumed that it is me.. =P *coughs*

But...

Actually... there a small news to break..

I know him!!!!!!!

I found that out when I bumped into him again during my BREAk Time..

I knew him a long time ago.. back when i was in highscol!! =O

unbelievable! Ish! How can I be SHO stupid!

But he's cute alright... =D hehe~~

Till then.
Im bored!! Take me with you*** *winkx*

Just for Laughs

2009-05-21T15:16:00.002+08:00

Just for Laughs

Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party.
After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room.

Those who remained talked about their kids.

The first guy said, 'My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday.'

The second guy said, 'Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday..'

The third man said: 'Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he started his own construction company and is now a multimillionaire. He also gave away something very nice and expensive to his best friend for his birthday: A 30,000 square foot mansion.'

The three friends congratulated each other just as the fourth returned from the restroom and asked: 'What are all the congratulations for?'

One of the three said: 'We were talking about the pride we feel for the successes of our sons. ...What about your son?'

The fourth man replied: 'My son is gay and makes a living dancing as a stripper at a nightclub.'

The three friends said: 'What a shame... what a disappointment.'

The fourth man replied: 'No, I'm not ashamed. He's my son and I love him. And he hasn't done too bad either.. His birthday was two weeks ago, and he received a beautiful 30,000 square foot mansion, a brand new jet and
a top of the line Mercedes from his three boyfriends.'

Inspiration

2009-05-17T19:49:00.003+08:00

Inspiration

Ok guyz, who ever who follows my blog.

Any or any of you have even thought of making your own home business?

Well I HAVE!!

From there I've always imagine how would things be..

But where and how can I start..?

This "blogshop" Idea Came into my head..

But competitors are everywhere and there's a bundle of them..

What should I do?
Maybe I should repharse my sentence to...>>

What kind of business should I be doing?
- Cloths
- Accessory
- Keychain
- Bakery

Hmmm.... so many so many... what should I pick?

Thinking of the cost, time and even where to get the supplier...

I stopped.. ONE person to manage all of those... is STILL possible..

But can you imagine the work load?

Neh... won't be THAT bad right? *keeping fingers crossed*

Why don't you guyz leave some suggestion for me =)

That will be the best thing I could ask for right now for me XD

Wish myself luck in that.. LOLX..

Till Then.

Friend of a Friend..

2009-05-15T23:54:00.004+08:00

Recently, 1 Of my close friend's best friend...
Went back into emo-ness which they have talked her out of it several times...

I have nothing to comment on that part,
Neither am I judging her or saying that she's crazy..

Really~!

Because everyone deserves to have their space or freedom to do whatever they think it's right..

But nevertheless, she constantly remind me of my 2old friends,
No wait... ThREE old friends , to be exact~!

When I was back in highscol,
I have 4 pretty close friends , 3 were in my "click", d other has her own clicks... but we are close..

So you get the picture..

3 out of d 4 used to harm themselves and among those 3 , 2 tried to commit suicide too..

My heart fallen into pieces,
It shattered so badly..

Although I might JUST be a friend to them or.... not..
But they are more than a friend to me..

I don't know if the see it,
I don't know if they care?

I advised , I hang by them , I stood there with them throughout..

It really horrifies me..

I was lost then, but I stayed strong..
Never have I talked bout this issue to ANYONE at ALL apart from the 4 of them..

It didn't horrifies me because they picked the path of DEATH !

But it Scares me To see What I've believed in (My friends) all this while were merely just a fake..

People tends to have ups and downs..
I understand that.. really..!

I have my own issues too, but I don't tell it out often..

For those of you who follows my old blog would know that..

I just don't think this "kind" of pain
will bring you answers.. maybe temporary ease..

But you WILL be losing what is most important around you which You don't see it..

The PEOPLE WHO CARES SO DEARLY BOUT YOU..

You're not alone..

Don't and just don't do something stupid...

You'll never know how bad a person feels, when he/ she feels dat they fails to stand by you or talk you out of it..

There's definitely a solution.. somewhere..

I believe God wouldn't leave us without a 2nd choice..

Is Whether WE choose to FACE it ourselves~~

I AM heart broken now..
She may not be my best friend or a very close one..
But she's close enough to my heart..

Everyone is a worthless diamond,

Waiting to be polished

by people who care bout their worth..

Remember that...

& I will always be here..

Till Then..

You are my ♥smallest♥ treasure... BUT ♥Priceless♥

-Misakie

Can't get this clip or song out of my head @__@ *argh*

In LOve with it

XOXO

Is This right?

2009-05-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

Is this right?

Have you ever come across this situation where YOU at the corner of SOMEWHERE having a mind full of thoughts on .. <> Is this right? <>

Well, I have... obviously... or else I won't be sitting here blogging bout it...

Sometimes I wonder, why waste time and think bout whether is whatever happening right?

Can't we just do what is right to our own opinion?

(Of course, i'm not encouraging robbing bank, murdering n etc as something right even with valid reasoning..)

Is it so hard? Is it so wrong?

NO It isn't wrong!! But it sure is hard...

Last time, I use to tell myself, just go forth and do whatever that is right..

Until mistakes comes in my way... and I'll just sit and ask myself THE question ::
:: Is this right ? ::

Stupid question...! Why don't We find a solution to it rather than sit n stonne?

Maybe...

This is because... some of us are stronger and some are just not...

is it? Or it's plain me saying things to suit : ME: ?

Someone once told me, my life is like a drama..

Isn't everyone's life the same? Filled with dramas?

Now im having my sem break.. sitting at home bumming...

Gives me all the time I want to reflect on so many things..

My life , STudies , RelaTionships.. everything and just everything..

Thinking bout
Whether am I living in my own comfort zone,
My own hole,
Stuck living in my OWn world..
Dreaming of a tomorrow which is not even in reality..

Am I too engross with whatever that is happening around me daily,
That I don't take a second look at what is going on in this world?

Am I too stubborn,
That I can't move on from what has happen?

Sigh I really don't know... but when this kind of things gushed through your head... I bet! It feels worst than tsunami!!

Ok - ok... maybe not DAT bad...

But I guess, life wouldn't be any easier on anyone... right?

Just go all out for it!

Live Life the fullest!! XD

(-ahem- In the right manner!! )

Do what You think is RIGHT!

Stand Firm and Strong in it!!

(I know it's easier said than done.. but it beats NOT TRYING at aLL! )

Til Then,

You are my ♥smallest♥ treasure... BUT ♥Priceless♥ ...

~Misakie

Birthday!

2009-05-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

*Me Birthday!!*

24 / 04 / 09

Truely , Amazingly , Definitely UNforgettable one..

I didn't intend anyone else to celebrate my bday but my sweetie and my family..
Maybe some old close friends.. thats it...

But then, in d end I nearly end up in tears...
*shy*

Sweetie inform the whole Kisiao gang that it is my bday..

So they bashed up on me right after : MOVIES : Class ends... =.="

I got my favorite BLUEBERRY CHEESE MUFFIN from Starbucks ^^

Thank you GUYZ! & Gurls! and of coz... SOMEONE...

Thank you all for the wonderful Bday surprise... XD

This is not the end of the whole burfday bash dude..
Just like a magician..

*ting*

A red box appeared!
Red Velvet box...
What do you think it is?
Tell me~~!!!!

*breathe*
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Ok, stop, It's not A RING!!
I'm not getting married just yet..

It's a lovely double heart shaped, flower diamond pendant!!

*Stonned.... *

Wanted tear d one.. but too many ppl la... jaga image bit =p

Sorry people...

Next.. guees what... the day did not end there.. I'm tired, and which I thought it would?
Sweetie made a 2 weeks ahead APPOINTMENT just to have dinner for my bday..
*hugss*

" So worried that I might not be free? =S "
Am I that BAD?

So yes.. of course I went...!
Without knowing whether Sweetie will bring me to sell off nort...
(Selling piglets in Cantonese.)
He didn't even allow me to pick my favourite restaurant for dinner...
*sobs* Bday gurl dun get to pick!

Deng deng deng deng...After a whole long drive...
Here we are >>

TGIF !!!! =O
Man! I love the Mud pie..
Not so much of the steak tho.. I STILL WANT MY MUD PIE!!
(I didn't get to eat it =( They served me Brownie cake ='( )

THEN THEN... we went Swenshens for DESERT ^_^ Heehee...

Oh... did I mention? I was Home late too...!!
BECAUSE of ICE CREAMS!!

LOLx..

I don't know where are the other pics...

But this is what i got wid me...
Enjoy..!

Burfday Prezzie ::

Sweetie's Prezzie ::

*oh, there's another dress* I din take a pic of it... too lazy...

^_^

*hugs*
*muackx*

LOve you all..

Sneak Preview

2009-04-08T20:57:00.004+08:00

Sneak Preview

Hey ppl, i'm trying to start blogging again..

I know i'm so lazy...

Here's is my sneak preview of my next post...

(No time to elaborate on it for now..)

http://www.youtube.com/v/RmDjIMZPg3Y&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0

(Can't upload the video =.=" sorry... click on that link)

It is a story told by a girl named -Yvonne Foong.

Some of you might have heard of her where some haven't.

She's not JUST like any of us... Go click on it, listen to her story, spend some time...

Show your caring heart.

Till then

Leito

You are my ♥smallest♥ treasure... BUT ♥Priceless♥ ...

More info bout Yvonne Foong,
Log on to :
http://www.yvonnefoong.com

Faceless

2008-10-10T12:47:00.002+08:00

They told me that love was blind,

I turned and walked away

Away far away just to find;

A love which would not sway.

Why does heart sign can be drawn so easily?

Even in thin air...

Everything seems so invincible

Looking at you holding up your pen,

Scribbling your hands without further await...

Heart shape appeared,

My love disappeared.

Symbol of heart is easily drawn,

Seeking for true love that will never worn;

Wonder who have benefit and won

Only idiots like you and me will be thorn.

Search for love is the task

But why do everybody wears a mask?

Mask which filled with disguise ,

Mask without the eye hole,

Mask without air to breathe on.

Easily said,

But I'm gona say it;

Just once more,

Love IS blind

And always undefined...

LEit Copyrights reserve

Sharing Session!!!! What love means?

2008-09-13T13:41:00.003+08:00

Sharing Session!!!!

Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it.
Touching words from the mouths of babes.
What does 'Love' mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does 'love' mean?'

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.

So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'
Rebecca- age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.'
Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.'
Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'
Chrissie - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'
Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mummy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.'
Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mummy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss'
Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.'
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'

Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'
Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.'
Cindy - age 8

'My mummy loves me more than anybody

You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'
Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mummy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'
Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.'
Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day'
Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.'
Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image)
Karen - age 7

'Love is when Mummy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.'
Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.'
Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a con test he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the con test was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said,
'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

When there is nothing left, that is when you find out that love is all you need. Take 60 seconds and give this a shot!

Cheerios~~~

~L~

Tagged

2008-09-13T01:10:00.004+08:00

Ok theres like a tag which is going on around and everyone else in this world is tagging me...

SO... I shall just post it once since d tagged questions are somewhat similiar...

It's so freaking long!!!!

here it goes~~~

The last person to tag you is?

Yet Han , Grace , Anusha , Mag , CClia

What relationship of you with him/her?

Go ask Them..? Frenz, frenz, frenz, & frenz...

Your 5 impression towards him/her.

a) Yet Han :~ quiet, blur, funny, weird, smart

b) Grace :~ quite, noisy at times, funny, blur, caring

c) Anusha :~ smart! , sweet, helpful, curly hair, the gurl who thought me maths!

d) Mag :~ squickie, flexible, cute, small , tahan lasak! Haha~

e) CClia :~ Cun in cheer, cute, sweet, pretty, friendly

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you. (“They” for me)

ღ Missed me?

The most memorable thing that he/she has say to you. (“They” Again for me)

a) Yet Han à Go ask her!

b) Grace à Somehow it’s weird that I feel close to you (somewat similar...gua?)

c) Anusha à I miss you~~!

d) Mag à I love flying!

e) CClia à You can do it 1~~~

If he/she becomes your lover, you will.

a) Yet Han ღ Die....!

b) Grace ღ Become her lesbo partner la... i dun mind =P

c) Anusha ღ Hmmm.... will you?

d) Mag ღ Be more than happy

e) CClia ღ Hug her!!

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..

a) Yet Han ღ Nothing gua?

b) Grace ღ cry

c) Anusha ღ jump off the building

d) Mag ღ depressed

e) CClia ღ go tanjung rambutan

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..

a) Yet Han ღ The way he talks?

b) Grace ღ They way of her mind set

c) Anusha ღ Her maths! To teach me better maths! (muahahaha)

d) Mag ღ Don’t squeek! Haha~~

e) CClia ღ How she treats me =D

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is...

a) Yet Han ღ I slapped his gf??

b) Grace ღ She hates me?

c) Anusha ღ I said something real mean to her?

d) Mag ღ I hate her?

e) CClia ღ I insulted someone which i shouldn’t? I think

The most desirable things to you to do to him/her

ღ Really duno.. lolx

The overall impression to he/her is

ღ Alot... cute, blur n weird! LOve those!

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

ღ Weird n small =.=”

The character for you for yourself is?

ღ Scary

On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is?

ღ Too short & too stupid~~

The most ideal person you want to be is?

ღ GOD~

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
ღ U sure? I LOVE YOU!!!!

Ten people to tag-

1 Hui Xian

2 Sean

3 JS

4 Jess

5 Hex

6 Nick

7 Grace Koh

8 Hanna

9 Mun Yee

10 Jun Kang

Who is no.2 having relationship with?

ღ I don’t know. Go ask him?

Is no.3 a female or a male?

ღ Male? Female? Er.....

If no.7 and no.10 be together would it be a good thing?

ღ Wonderful.... NO!

How about no.5 and 8?

ღ Er.... maybe? =P sowee!!!!!

What is number 1 studying for?

ღ Business Commerce sumthg sumthg... lolx

When was the last time you have chat with them?

ღ Months? Or week? Or even days....

Is number 4 a single?

ღ Nope, she’s not... taken... sory guyz...!

Talk something about no.2.

ღ Annoying!

Thats all ppl!!

~L~

BAbyLon A.D.

2008-09-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

Starring: Vin Diesel, Michelle Yeoh, Mélanie Thierry, Gérard Depardieu, Charlotte Rampling, Lambert Wilson, Mark Strong, Jérôme Le Banner, Chris Astoyan, Radek Bruna
Directed by: Mathieu Kassovitz

Went for a movie today...!! BABYLON A.D

It's a pretty interesting show tho =)

There's nothing impressive on the special effects but the story line was not bad...

Cun~!!

Next show to watch... hmmmm.... suggestion?? =D

~L~

Tempted by the above pictures?? haha~ go watch it for urself ^_^

Lucky Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

2008-09-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

Lost

2008-08-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

Some times, i really do not get the hang of things. One moment it seems fine... the next... Poooff... Yay! it's gone!

Life is never simple as we want it to be huh?

But how come some people just ade it seem so perfect and so simple?

V sucked?

Or they are pretending even things are not fine?

Or is'it us which are weak n helpless in enduring these pain?

I want to start something, but, I don't want it to end....

I want to see the ending of something, but, I don't have the courage to make the first move to start...

Where do I stand now? & What should I do?

Fear which overtook...
Fear of failing,
Fear of being alone,
Fear of being in the "dark",
Fear of never being to get up ever again.....
FEar by heart, but burns in soul~~

Where am I? & What should I do?

Listening to stories which are familiar over and over again.
Never being bored or never had felt this way??

Listening to stories which makes sense, the same old story, going round and round....
But
Played by diff beings with diff behavior, diff personality and diff character....

What does it signifies?
That everything runs the same way?
Or the solutions vary with the same/similar situation?

Things that I see fears me,
Things that I hear freaks me,
Things which I feel hurts me,
What more can "me" do to ignore or cure this pain?

So Lost...
So Lost......

~L~

Because you live - Jesse Mccartney

2008-08-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

Because You Live Lyrics

Why on earth am I even having obsession over this rather old song =.="

X.X

Terrible... sigh....

~L~

2008-08-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

What Your Bed Says About You

Outward appearances are a concern of yours, but not your primary concern. You try to take care of yourself and your home, but it's not an obsession.

You try to be an organized person, but you often fall behind. Certain parts of your life tend to fall into chaos.

You are not very high maintenance in general, but you are high maintenance about a few things.

In relationships, you tend to be quite dominant. You enjoy taking charge.

You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities.

You are a traveler. You are comfortable anywhere, and you rarely feel homesick.

What Does Your Bed Say About You?

Love quotes

2008-08-22T01:55:00.003+08:00

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

- Anonymous

Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?

- Cinderella

You stole my heart but i had it first.

It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

- Alfred Lord Tennyson

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.

- Anonymous

Just spent some time over the net these days
and
bump into these cute quotes...

Tho some of them i use to use it to survive everyday without "LOVE"...
but never knew where i got them or where it came from...

It's just came across my mind somehow....

Now i know my mind isn't THAT great after all...

~L~

Failed cake

2008-08-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

Haven't updating anyone around about my life on goings huh?

Lets see... i stopped blogging for quite sumtime due to my finals... Final exam of my blady cramppy n crappy semester...

Den right after that is my 3 weeks sem break... which now... currently... is my LAST week ad..
=( sad...!!! =(

1st week... went for SLC ( Segi Leadership Camp) camp!!
Im gona update more about it when i get all the pictures collected...
It was damn fun...! wHat an experience ^^ ! Miss camp too...~~

So anyway... been staying home after dat... apart from the few sunway outing i went wid my college mate... those are like crazy outings ...! lolx
Ok la... at least i dun sit home n stone in front of my laptop...
HAhahaHahaha!!

YES!!! im a real pig!

So... today... attempted to make cake... IF That's considered A CAKE... sigh...
Went n bought ingredients... and guess what???
I bought dis strawberries which cost me 10 bux...!!!!!!!

RM 10 ... no joke!!!

I took a picture of it...and i dun even have to zoom or enlarge d picture...! it's big!

ok ... maybe i did enlarge DIS picture... but dun d strawberries look yummy ???
right right??

You see... innocent gurl like me got corn by its outlook n bought it straight...!
10 bux!!!! no!!!!!!!!!!! there goes my money!!!!!!!!!

Come to think bout it again... it's quite yummy tho... stole one n eat... =p

It's juicy, sweet n slighty sour-ish.... PERFECT!

O well... my cake didn't turn out DAT well... sigh... dun wana tok bout it... but.. here's a better view picture of d cake which i took...

Oh my...
I'm so SO so depress now.... havent failed in baking so far....
But this is a NON BAKING cake... maybe dats why... X.X

Thats all for now i think.... wonder who's gona finish up dat mess i make... =(
I think it would be...... ME.... & .... MYSELF.... X.X

Depressed!!!!!!

~L~

P.S : Lesson learnt >> Do not try baking without professionals or adults supervision.

Lol...! What a bullshit...

Touching story..

2008-08-12T00:22:00.006+08:00

A MUST READ..

Daniel : I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine : I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel : Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine : I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel : What game?
Jasmine : I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel : That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the
following weeks..

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY
12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared

and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY
20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something .

DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:

11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game ...

Daniel : I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine : Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel : Wait for me...

20 minutes later ...>a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger : Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine : Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger : A reckless drunken driver
ever ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital ..

11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor : We found this in Daniel's
pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love
you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

************************************************************************************
Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

Repost this in 5 minutes If u think that it is touching...

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I didn't repost this JUST cause i was told to...
The original version of this was a stupid chain letter... i've changed it a lil on d last sentence =)

==================================

How you ever thought how short life is?
& what most of us brought ourselves into with our partners?
=ARGUEMENTS=
=DISAGREEMENTS=
=ETC=

Enjoy yourself while u can... and enjoy every single moment u can with your loved ones...

Live with no regrets...
Even if that means that they are no longer by your side...

|| Regardless whether they've moved on to another or no longer by "your side" ||

Been so busy lately that i've neglected a lot of things which are a beauty around me...

Don't let busy-ness blinded you ppl...!!

~L~

when u were 15

2008-08-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

I don't know why am i posting this... but juz stumbled upon dis thgy...
&
Just thought that i wana share it...

Titled = When you were 15=

When u were 15,
your mom came home from work,looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing
down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

There isn't a point to this post... Just to share...

~L~

Joke

2008-08-07T14:35:00.004+08:00

Okay... i know... i havent been updating my blog in a while... haha!
I will do it tonite =)
With a very very long long post... bout everything that happen....
Theres so so so much to write about =D
In the mean time... heres sumthing to entertain the bored up u...

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Wife : 'What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?'
Husband : 'Definitely not!'
Wife : 'Why not – don't you like being married?'
Husband : 'Of course I do.'
Wife : 'Then why wouldn't you remarry?'
Husband : 'Okay, I'd get married again.'
Wife : 'You would? (with a hurtful look on her face)
Husband : (makes audible groan)
Wife : 'Would you sleep with her in our bed?'
Husband : 'Where else would we sleep?'
Wife : 'Would you replace my pictures with hers?'
Husband : 'That would seem like the proper thing to do.'
Wife : 'Would you play golf with her?'
Husband : 'I guess so.'
Wife : 'Would she use my golf clubs.'
Husband : 'No, she's left-handed.'
Wife : --------Silence-----------
Husband : 'Shit

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Opps...! dat was bad.... =P haha! BUSTED!!

~L~

Performance

2008-07-20T23:34:00.005+08:00

S.M.A.L. Dance Practice

S.M.A.L. Dance

Oh hey ppl.... dis is d funny IMPORMPTU performance
done by
me, sean , mun yee & aaron
at segi college (4th July 08)...

I noe...i noe i look funny... =.="
but..... but....
I love d "practice" dance....
compared to the actual performance.....
I look beta.. HAHAHAHA...!!

Just posting out for ya all to have a laugh...

but We all have fun.... right guyz? *hugs* Love ya all...!!
Hope to perform again sumhow...

This is one performance which i enjoyed so so much...
that i don't even care whether i sucked...

Even IF I sucked... At least I have the guts to stand out there n do it...
Muahahahahaha!!~

Okay... enjoy d "show" ! ^_^

~L~

Another day

2008-07-14T22:21:00.005+08:00

I have no idea what to update.. too many things goin around and too little time for anything and just ANYTHING!

Before u knew it... it's 1 hour ago since u started your work... but how many sentence have you wrote? barely half d pg!! OMG!!!!

So.. lets make this short and sweet... went for Malaysia National Cheerleading competition 2008 yesterday..

Participated last year.. loved the atmosphere...

NO COMPETITION EVER in Malaysia would have this kind of SPIRIT and atmosphere..

Anyway, I'm too lazy to upload any pics or vid...
so... sorry humanz...
tho u can get some of it frm "Sam" in my link list if u're interested...

P.S >> SAM << :: Why on earth am i promoting ur blog... O.O sigh...

So... Thats all bout dat... lets talk bout today...!!! =D

DON'T HAVE CLASS TODAY!!
Wow.. felt so relieve after 3 weeks at least of back-to-back non stop activities !

Which includes >>>>
-Dance performance (4th July ~~ American Independence day)
-Assignment due Date ( 11th July)
-Quizes !!!!!! Test!!!!! (11th July )
-Even helped out in My college's Carnival... (12th July)
- Cheer 08 ( 12th & 13th July)

*phew*

Its all gone n done! Finally..!!!!!

But.. happiness dun ALWAYS last long...

Hectic life is gona start again in few days time...
Im having a showcase for one of my subjects this coming friday and preparation hasn't been done at all!!

How wonderful can dat be, huh?

*breathe*breathe* Gona get high blood pressure... or hypertension? =P

Any how... Went for a movie today!!

HellBoy2!!!!!!

It was so funny!!!! n nice too..! not bad movie.. worth for money to watch =D

I'm not gona tell you wats d story about.. u should go n have a look for urself ppl!!

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O...!! There is this something which I like a favor from the readers here.
( If there's reader here...)

Here is two pictures...
Please do complete the survey on the poll on ur left. =D

It's just a survey... =D

JOJO -Pink shirt- (Right)

Jenifer -Green sleeveless- (Left)

Thx... =)

~L~

-=+ Sexy can i +=-

2008-07-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

Ray ft.Yung Berg ~~> Sexy Can I

Ray-J Lyrics

Loved dis song so so much...!!!

Say that you love me before its too Late~

2008-07-06T23:29:00.005+08:00

Have u ever thought when is the last time you're gona see the world

Leaving everyone and everything you loved behind?

Leaving this unexplored place... all alone.. all by urself... without leaving a note...

Or without having the chance to even say
:: I'm sorry :: or :: I Love you ::

Life is Short....

Life is Brief....

Life is Beatiful...

Enjoy life while u still can... don't wait!!!

Say everything thats in your head...

Let your loved ones know that you love them and you care...

Show them , Tell them ... LET THEM KNOW...

Don't wait.. u might have lost the ONLY chance u got to let them know...

I might die OR just disappear in this thin atmosphere after typing this..

*hugs* To All my Beloved frens who needs it
*muackx* To All my Beloved Loved ones
*laughs * To Everyone
*huggie-hugs* To my Family...

Lastly.. :: I LOVE YOU~~ :: ALL.....

I'll be here when you need me...

Until the time when i can't be there anymore...

Then, it's ur turn to care for the person who needs it just like how I cared for you...

~L~

Hell or Heaven

2008-07-05T12:50:00.003+08:00

Sorry ppl... it's been hell of d month! not even week!!

it's been so busy for me that i don't think i even had 7 meals in the whole week...!

It IS that bad!

Yday had dis dance performance wid aaron, sean n mun yee @ SEgi college subang..

sad place i noe...

The dance was hell awesome... HELL impromptu....

HELL FUN ~!~!

But the saddest thg is still... ------>> The oni comment i got througout the nite is...

:: YOU ARE SO CUTE !! ::

I wana be hot and sexy and not CUTE T.T *sobs* SAD !!!

Can't change who am i huh?

Aaron has his krumpie krump,
Sean wid his sexy wave,
Mun Yee wid her gothic hottie style,
and ME...
dancing wid my CRAMP feet...

Wonderful nite... It was great... hope to perform again :D

BUT

i STILL wana be HOT and SEXY!!! T.T

NOT CUTE~! O___O

anyway, there will be lots n lots of assignment... wont be updating so often anymore..

*sobs*
Loove my blog... but have to... lolx...

ALL the best for everyone that still doin their assignments...!

With love,
~L~

LEona Lewis - Better in Time

2008-06-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

1st time feeling this way,
1st time not letting go,
1st time lost half way,
in a path a made for myself long time ago......

1st time loving you,
1st time losing you,
1st time kissing you,
1st time releasing you,
1st time letting you leave,

To live,
To live a life without me...
To live a life which spares me less...
To live a life, a FINE life without me or you....

Lurved you once and never again...
Never being able again...

~L~

2008-06-26T23:31:00.004+08:00

XxX-What category are you?-XxX
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as X-Super Sexie-X

Wow. is it me or are you smokin!!!!!! wooooh. oh yeah you go girl/boy!

X-Super Sexie-X

80%

Xx..The Sweet Advice Giver..xX

80%

XxXThe RomanticXxX

70%

xxxXXXXRandomXXxXXX

55%

'Barbie' Gorgeous

35%

Having You

2008-06-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

Having a life like u don't

Having another breath like u don't

Having a sight like u don't

Having YOU like I don't...

~L~

JUst for laughs

2008-06-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. he'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

~L~

Happy bday mummy

2008-06-19T02:15:00.003+08:00

Yo humanz... !! XD
LiL over hyper tonite... lalala!! hehe!!

Ok, don't ask me wats wrong... im just hyper hyper... ! =D

Anyway, IT'S MY MUM'S BDAY~!!~!

HAPPY BURFDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!

SEnt her a really sweet sms
Bought her a cake (which cost rm 29 for 1/2 kg... my GOD!!!!)
Got her a book too... =P

The funniest part is...
First, I was suppose to "pretend" that i've forgotten her bday..
So early in the morn I made Sean (a Friend of mine) to drop me at my mum's favorite cake house <> CAKE SENSE <>

Went there, not much of a variety, so i went to next door ,
Which is another cake house <> RT PASTRY <>

P.S:: BOTH CAKE SHOPS ARE WONDERFUL.... you shud visit them sumday too~~

so bought the cake n went on with my usual routine as usual - COLLEGE -

Went home, n guess what I found?
ANOTHER RT PASTY BAG!!!!!

OH NO!!! MY DAD WENT TO THE SAME CAKE AS I DID~~~~~~!!!!!!!

THANK GOD V DIDN'T BUY THE SAME CAKE!!! OR ELSE.... deng deng deng...!!

I guess... great mind think alike huh daddy? *ahem*shhhh..*

Here are just some pictures for you..

<> cake bought by me ~~! ^-^ <>

Fruity!

<> Cheese cake bought by my mum's hubby <>

XOXO HAPPY BDAY AGAIN MUMMY~!~!

~L~

> A nOte to yoU <

2008-06-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

> A nOte to yoU <

A broken heart,
A shattered dream,
A lost hope of you and me,
WE HAVE CHOSEN TO TAKE OUR VERY OWN PATH,
REGARDLESS OF PATH OF DOOM OR JUST BATH AND BLOOM...

The key to my heart has never changed
It is your key which has lost in vain,
Vanity takes charge
We swim across each other's heart.

Remembering the land
Where we came from,
But We had each found a safe land to land on.

Giving you part of my land to spare
You just left without any despair

Lands are wide open,
But there are many tales unspoken.

Our story has begun and ended
Friends we are,
Enemies in Bizarre;
Friends and enemies never come along,
Unless they found this same old song...

Songs of joy and pain,
Gone in the rain;
Songs of memories,
Thrown in drain;
You left yourself in vain,
Searching for only pain...~

Friends shall remain as friends,
Enemies do too!
Reality remains,
The fact bout us too...

~L~

* answers given, mind spoken *
* Take it in as you wish *
* THE TRUE FACT STAYS...*
* I'M MOVING ON.. *

PS:: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... NO ONE ELSE WILL ~

False hope

2008-06-17T19:13:00.005+08:00

False hope

True feelings

True love

True friendship

True sorrows

True happiness

True hope…..

It’ll never last nor will it stay.

False hope

Comes by and go

Giving fate

Leaving with life at stake.

Giving Love

Leaving whom he loved with pain

Giving light

Leaving darkness in soul

Giving appreciation

Leaving her only in misery

Nothing last….

At least I know,

Our friendship still does

At this moment…..

Dreams may come true

For it is the dreams which you’re after for.

When dreams come true,

You tear,

I weep,

She lost her wall;

He loses his dreams and fall.

Fall that awakes

Awakes every being

Every creature

Every friends and family

Every flora on earth

Everyone and everyone

But me and you~~

Brought them back to reality

Let them know nothing

But

Pain and sovereignty~~~

~L~

Crazy day

2008-06-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

Its a crazy crazy day today.. can't explain why in short... but hey... won't forget my blog.... =D

I am just really really upset lately bout alot of thgs..which i don't think i can finish all of it in a day...

But... heres a song dats stuck in my head since yday nite...
(i even nearly sang d song during my maths quiz today =.=")

Song >> Take a Bow - Rihanna

I'll post more stuff stuff wen im free =D getting really bz recently..

~L~

http://youthsays.com/invited_by/10122

2008-06-14T01:25:00.005+08:00

Hey found this really cool link today which i think i wana share wid you guyz out there ...

Have you ever wonder will anyone hear you out loud in this world?

Have you ever wonder how can you voice your heart out
- to reach out to ppl out there
- to ppl who thinks the same as you
- to ppl who wants to defend their own rights?

Let your opinion be heard...!!!

Hate petrol price from goin up , up and up?

Pls do click on this link below and let yourself be heard no matter it is about anything sad, happy or factual =)

The best part is... you get paid for filling up survey forms... SHORT SURVEY FORMS...!

DON'T MISS IT PPL...~~

~L~

What bout my star

2008-06-14T01:24:00.001+08:00

What bout my star_ (Formo)完整版.MP3 -

failure

2008-06-13T17:31:00.004+08:00

Losers quit before they even try

Thats why they always fail

What if u'll fail half way before u reach the end even though you try?

When you quit at that instance, are you a loser? or a wise person?

( since u're gona fail anyway...the results is there to proove that it is not his mind set that says that
he'll fail but he , in reality , is left wid a mere few marks to fail...
and the chances of getting it back it thinner than a cell membrane..)

So what would you call that?

Loser?

Wise?

Stupid?

Should he continue his quest? his blind quest which will end in failure too...

Which path shall he follow...?

left or right? to give up (SAVE TIME) n fail? or to continue and still fail?

~L~

Men mars woman earth?

2008-06-12T19:55:00.004+08:00

In general..

Man are better in WIRE.. Woman are better BUYERS

A woMAN NEEDS A MAN TO FIX WIRES

WHERE meN NEED WOMAN TO BUY THE WIRES (CHEAPER N REASONABLE ONES)

i Think u get what I'm trying to portray..

If you don't.. have fun figuring it out ( do ask if u go blur *hugs*)

~L~

Afraid of losing you

2008-06-11T19:43:00.003+08:00

So What? Just don't ever get into a relationship?

HOW RIDICULUS~!~!

Here you go again .... humanx....

NEVER SATISFIED

## Enjoy and be contented with what you have right now

for it may only last for a SECOND.. ##

## Same opportunity don't come twice !! ##

## Appreciate whats before you and not what you may/may not get ##

~L~

KLPAC urbanscapes

2008-06-10T20:03:00.003+08:00

URBANSCAPES 2008 is here~!~!

For those of you who do not noe what is that ... here's a lil intro.. form their main page itself (so i don't get d wrong info)

##

The city's first all-day creative arts festival is here! It's been four years since our last outing in 2004, but this time we're back with a difference. KLue Urbanscapes 2008 is going "user-generated"! We're working together with "users" such as the general public, partners, collectives and individuals - each of them expressing themselves uniquely and contributing to the festival as a whole.

Our sister publications are also helping out in the fest! Junk will be hosting the music stages, while Tongue In Chic will be bringing some colour and fashion flair to our marketplace.

Aside from our hand-picked programme of music, arts, film and marketplace vendors, we're also opening up the festival for YOU to take part in! Whether you're interested in performing, submitting artworks or coming aboard as a partner, find out how you can be involved here.

##

Those of you who are interested, u may click on the advertisement right beside here..

Don't miss this out~~!

~L~

2008-06-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

          Sometimes I want to throw my arms around you
Then I tremble at the thought of giving in
Because I know how much it cost to love you and I'm so afraid of losing you again
Being close to you revives the sorrow that wakes me up and tells me I can't win
I'd love to wake up in your arms tomorrow but I'm so afraid of losing you again

[ steel ]

If heaven were to hear my heart's confession wanting you would be my greatest sin
But I'm glad that you're no longer my possession
Cause I'm so afraid of losing you again
Being close to you revives the sorrow...
Yes I'm so afraid of losing you again

KungFu Panda

2008-06-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

Watched this nice, sweet, adorable, damn hilarious movie today after class...

Thank you... ^__^

Everyone out there should watch too..~!~! Its a not to be miss movie...!

If you're moody.. that gives you more reason to watch it!!

Very entertaining...hehe!! (but cinema damn cold T.T )

~L~

bitch fits

2008-06-09T21:49:00.009+08:00

I don't get a concept of being nice
and
not being appreciated or not watever....

i was hell happy today...
went watch kungfu panda!

it was hell funny!!!!!

i was damn damn damn happy till now....

gosh!!! izit so hard juz to be urself...
n just to be nice?
no one actually care to take a second look
or even to bother...

ppl are just so freaking carefree n self centred dat
its so hard just to show them dat its for their own
good n u actually care!!!!!!

Is it so impossible?????

Most of you might even get sick n bored of ppl controlling you / telling u wat to do or advicing you...

but have you ever thought of the person that gave you those advice n stuff?

You won't get it n just say don't give me that watevr crap....

Fine! no more watevr crap... i'll just let thgs b n live life my way...

Maybe i should be evil n just push ppl's advices/encouragement/ etc away too!!!!

Call me Whatevr u want..
say that i'm crazy / having bitch fits / having watevr/ get sick of me ... i don't care !

2008-06-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

It has always been a mistake... !

Why did i even take this step out? i should have just sit and stay at my place! hating you, hating your ignorance, hating everything and just everything!! why am i still here? coz i love you? that's such a bull !!!!!!! you know yourself that u have nvr loved me too.... why now? why this? then why bother in the first place to give me a place in your heart where u noe it doesnt work!!!!! i hate u!!!!!!!

If u think that im such a waste of time or just another annoying person then leave!!

why bother working something which u noe that it wont work?

We should just stay as who we are and just be who we are...

~L~

2008-06-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

Juz a lil clarification here... I'm posting my blog for my own interest..

I'm not bringing any hidden revenge or anything towards anyone or anything..

Sorry if i did offended any of you... or anything similiar n etc...

Tired... sleepy... chao...

~L~

Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown - No Air [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

2008-06-08T13:30:00.002+08:00

\\// Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown - No Air [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] \\//

- Jordin Sparks Lyrics

Crappy crab..

2008-06-07T23:30:00.007+08:00

Summer splash

everyone is so excited bout this event... n yes! i AM TOO!
i'm not too happy with everything today... its just so messed up n therefore this post shall b in a mess too!!!

Basically, i WAS suppose to get into R.S.S with my frens but in d end i didn't.

I was in pyramid about 11.15 coz it was hell jam outside n its ONLY 10 plus... d gate for entry will oni b open at 12.. by d time i reach there... its pretty packed up with humans n aliens around the entrance

( i bet those of you hu were there shud noe how bad it is.... but its still not the worst YET... u shud have a look went its 2 in the afternoon....... it looks worst!)

<> in front of the entrance at bout 11.20.. theres more behind which my cam cant reach..<>

I was suppose to tag along wid Mun Yee but out of 4 of my frens..only 1 came n met wid me about 11.30...

I've set to meet up around 11plus... but.... sadly... looking at my watch...HELL!! its almost 1.... n my other 3 frens weren't there yet... sigh...

Msged...called...msged...called.... n it went on n on for like quite a few times... if its was someone else and not me... i think u'll b damn pissed by den... but i went on...

# call ...call....call.... # hello!!! pick up the phone~~... (no one picked ) *speechless*

I was walking around pyramid being moody for God knows what...

oh come on... don't tell me u won't..!! i didn't go and line up for R.S.S and waited blindly for my other frens to appear without a clue when they're gona come...

I mean.... ppl!! i don't wana be mean..
if u wana b late for something or if u can't make it in time and u know that ppl is waiting for u're grand appearance ....

PLEASE...PLEASE INFORM ~!~! its not dat hard to just send a msg...
Regardless whether u're stuck in jam, caught up with something or watever...

just send a msg... will do!! at least inform... be responsible! izit so hard?

Im sory to offend any of you which are reading this post especially my frens...

I just can't lay aside that i'm pissed!!!!

Bottom line, my other 3 frens came FINALLY!!! but... v split aftr 10 mins of meeting up...

1 is wid me n the other 3 late comers were... wid themselves...~! -end-

Ok wait... its doesn't end there.. yes my dears...it doesn't END there...

i actually said dat if any of us were to plan to go and line up to get in already msg or call the each other...
And so... v went im our separate ways...i went eat my breakfast + lunch + tea + i duno wat wid kai wen in SUSHI ZaNMAI!

Its so nice over there!!!! Fabulous!! Had inari ... and ...and..and~~~

my FAVOURITE... EBIKO inari!!!!!!
YES!!! Finally!! Full~~....
Kai Wen belanja~~ heehheee!! thk u!! love d food there ^___^

*calling..calling..calling **

Tried calling the other group which v split earlier... AND YET AGAIN... DIDN'T PICK!!!! gosh!!

So in the end... i spent my whole day in pyramid walking with Kai wen like two crazy women...
There goes my whole saturday~ ~

O...O....O..~~ before i forget to state... i was so unsatisfied with me wasting my time like dat n din manage to get into summer splash , i actually went into few cloths shop n try out new cloths like crazy...!!

Kai Wen..i'm so sorry... but would u rather me to try cloths like mad woman ( where i don't normally do dat) OR scream in public like a MAD COW... =P take ur pick~

Walk, see, try.... been goin on for like er... 2 hrs?

Kai Wen also bought a wallet n a mine bottle for herself.. haha!

And i... i actually bought a big shinny silver bag!
don't ask y ** big shinny Goldy bag ** i was angry n i spent? ?

If u still wana ask y...here's why..
- I'M small n i need a huge shinny thgy to get all the attention i want ~!~ -

beta?

O... my crazy long post isn't gona end here... let me tell you have bad my day can be still....

around 5 plus...decided to go home... so parents came n picked me up... it was raining..

>> got wet in the rain n not during summer splash >>
>> get in the car >>
>> parents quarelled at that instance >>
>> mum scolded me >>
>> and she's still scolding me ... for what...i don't know coz i didnt do anythg wrong!

sigh... today its just.. crappy!!

missed all the fun , got sooo moody the whole day , spent my 1 week worth of food money (rm 30 ) on 1 stupid shinny big bag , went back... get scolded for God noes what!! grrrr.........~!~!~!~!

P.S :: Rm30 is alot k! i can eat alot with dat money... =P

~L~

SELFLESS - xx - SELFISH

2008-06-05T20:11:00.006+08:00

SELFLESS - xx - SELFISH

Helping people around indeed is a good thing.
-Making frens around u fulfill their hope~/ dreams~/ needs~/ etc..
-Making frens around u feel contented with life
-Making frens around you feel happy~ loved ~ n ~ desired...

No doubt, it is a good start and good deed ...

Would any of you ever make ppl around you happy but not yourself?

This action is always referred as a person being " SELFLESS " .

A selfless person always are the ones which are

>> * sacrificing ones own interest for the greater good of another * <<

Being selfless is definitely better than being selfish..

But what does the person gains?

Heart break? Tears? & SAd-ness?
Or is it
Hapiness for helping out n being caring even though it hurts him/herself?

Which one should it be?

SELFLESS?
OR
"SELFISH-NESS" ?

Below is a link to a post about selflessness and selfishness >>

Have a look at this wonderful post..

<> http://www.radreality.com/forum/relationship-advice/465-selfishness-vs-selflessness.html#post489 <>

commentS? ideas? lets hear it frm you ppl ~! :D

cya around...

~L~

Simplicity of a Conversation

2008-06-02T20:19:00.005+08:00

Simplicity of a Conversation

Something has been bothering me these few days. & its QUITE a lot of stuff too~

Whichever it is....

Just to leave something in here for bored ppl to ponder about.

#...that's why God say all woman MUST have a husband....#

#...it is to help us open bottleS which are hard to open...#

Yes,though i know it is a very VAGUE statement but it kept my mind going around.
(shhh... my mind goes around everwhere & everything A LOT~~)

<>maybe thats why ONE day i need a husband too <>
*ahem*ahem*ahem*
ok...LET'S NOT GET CARRIED AWAY~~~!!!!!

So back to that saying.. or QUOTE or watever u wana call that #...# which i mentioned earlier.

I got it when I had a conversation with this lady/woman which has like gone through 20 years plus of marriage...

That saying is like stating that no matter what we need somebody by our side to go through hardship.
Agree or Disagree its up to you~

Some ppl might just say...

#Nah...i won't die... i can survive on my own... #

I didn't & WOULDN'T comment anything on that
but somehow, someday...
We....HUMANZ... a very weird being....
WILL NEED SOMEONE AROUND US to support us / comfort us / JUST to be there for us....

When will that someone appear we wouldn't know.

They might have already be in your life. You just didn't notice....

So have a thought on what that lady have said >>

#...that's why God say all woman MUST have a husband....#
#...it is to help us open bottleS which are hard to open...#

~L~

StayHome

2008-06-02T00:19:00.005+08:00

Not everyone will stay by each of our side...
Where i think all n all of us know this clearly apart from the few that is still in their own dreamland that haven't accept or seen the fact that this is reality.

Ppl don't stay regardless of friendship, relationship or watevr -ship u can fix it in.

Why would ppl still be so stupid to think that anything would last forever?

People come n go throughout our lifetime.

Friends , won't stay...
Boyfriends/Grilfriends don't too..
What more husbands/Wife....?

Tell me... even if the person stayed by ur side.

Can u say it without regret that he/she is still the exact same person that u knew before this?

You are lucky if they are!
If they're not?

Figure it urself...
Answer lies within you...
NOT
Within the people around you which influence in your decision or thoughts!

~L~

Freinds or foe

2008-06-01T14:18:00.007+08:00

Friends or Foe
none of us will know~

True or False
Never a lost~

Trouble or trouble that's double
Will not make anyone wobble~

Neither tumble, wobble or stumble
All humans will just mumble
til the moment they get off their trouble~

People tend to only see things in 1 point of view
&
never bothered to take a second look around~

Regardless whether its the things happening around
Regardless whether its the people surrounding you in your life!

Most of us are only bound to see things
the way we want it to be
& couldn't b bothered about the alternatives~

But sometimes, what alternative do we have for ourselves?

Hence, the only thing we do is sit & wait/ hope for miracle to come.....

Sometimes we can be so lost,
that we couldn't even figure whether what we're doing ourselves is right;
until someone comes up to you & tells you so....

What happens when that someone don't appear? Where's "the alternative" gona go to?
Where would our light go to?
Where shall we go?

Lost... Lost in words & memories

~L~

New Begining~

2008-06-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Leit is back!! :)

missed me?

This is my new blog site. i know, it's very girly...
i myself can't stand it... all the pink =.="

Anyway, just having my first post right now :D

Leave me comments, omments n more comments ^__^

~L~

.♥ Simply Sweet ♥.

Weeee....

My Day Of 30th May '09

Joke again?

Cute guy?

Just for Laughs

Inspiration

Friend of a Friend..

Is This right?

Birthday!

Sneak Preview

Faceless

Sharing Session!!!! What love means?

Tagged

BAbyLon A.D.

Lucky *Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat *

Lost

Because you live - Jesse Mccartney

Love quotes

Failed cake

Touching story..

when u were 15

Joke

Performance

Another day

-*=+ Sexy can i +=*-

Say that you love me before its too Late~

Hell or Heaven

LEona Lewis - Better in Time

Having You

JUst for laughs

Happy bday mummy

> A nOte to yoU <

False hope

Crazy day

http://youthsays.com/invited_by/10122

What bout my star

failure

Men mars woman earth?

Afraid of losing you

KLPAC urbanscapes

KungFu Panda

bitch fits

Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown - No Air [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

Crappy crab..

SELFLESS - xx - SELFISH

Simplicity of a Conversation

StayHome

Freinds or foe

New Begining~

Lucky Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

-=+ Sexy can i +=-